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Saturday, November 29, 2003

3:24AM - AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quote of the day
“If you go down on me, I’ll go down on you.”

The most amazing night of my life, with some exceptions. But it was all good….Who knew Korn wasn’t that bad…Well, I think I just made myself like them. But free alcohol for the whole night. Well, at the beginning, Guy offered to pay but the bartender wasn’t paying attention so we just left with the beers. It was all good…I think someone is going to regret all the shit that they said cause he totally made an ass out of himself…”Wanna make out?” It was pathetic but the boys gave him props because he was being straightforward.

Fuck, I’m so drunk…Guy just kept feeding me drinks, it was fuckin awesome and I didn’t have to pay. What a night…Fuckin’ amazing…I’m sure there’s more to tell but I don’t remember much right now…and I’m damn tired…Fuck, gotta do this again another day…

Sunday, August 10, 2003

1:55AM - I want somebody to love

Yesterday was Michael P’s last day. And I’m really going to miss that fucker. When they threw him the surprise going away party, I got all teary-eyed. He was the only that made people laugh when they were feeling blue! I wish he didn’t have to go. But then again, I’m a person who doesn’t like change. I know I’ll eventually adapt to it. But it seems like he has his priorities straight. And I’m happy for him. And we’ll all be there to support him when his movie comes out. I’m sure it’ll be a smash. He’s a man with a plan!

I’m currently listening to the new Sloan song and I must say that I really enjoy it. I mean, it’s a nice simple song but the lyrics say so much. I’m starting to think I’m being silly. I look at my life and feel that I’m heading nowhere, I’m still young right? But if I’m still young, why don’t I feel like I am? I feel like I’m wasting time doing nothing. I’m ready to settle down, but is that too soon? I mean, I’m only 20. But then I look at this boy and he’s 23 and he’s still having the time of his life. Does he not think about his future? And then I feel like I’m wasting all my time on him and that I should just move on. But I can’t because I’m retarded like that. Maybe I should have fun too. I mean, that’s what people keep telling me. Fuck, why is it that we do the things that are wrong for us? I know in my head that it’s a bad idea, after all, some part of me has to be logical. But I never listen to it. It’s just like giving good advice to someone but you’re not even able to follow this advice!

And I've been really bitchy lately and I think it's the heat and all this shit I've been thinking about. For once, I want all these thoughts and questions to be gone! I would like to sleep in peace. And the lack of sleep is probably another contribution as to why I am a bitch. So, I'm sorry if I've been a bitch to anyone lately.

“Life is so rad...”

Current mood: frustrated

Saturday, April 19, 2003

3:12PM - Something funny to read....


Bitter after being snubbed for membership in the "Axis of Evil", Libya, China and Syria today announced that they had formed the "Axis of Just as Evil", which they said would be more evil than that stupid Iran-Iraq-North Korea axis President Bush warned of in his State of the Union address.

Axis of Evil members, however, immediately dismissed the new Axis as having, for starters, a really dumb name. "Right. They are just as evil .... in their dreams!" declared North Korean leader Kim Jong-il. "Everybody knows we're the best evils . . .best at being evil.. . we're the best."

Diplomats from Syria denied they were jealous over being excluded, although they conceded they did ask if they could join the Axis of Evil. "They told us it was full," said Syrian President Bashar al-Assad.

"An axis can't have more than three countries", explained Iraqi President Saddam Hussein. "This is not my rule, it's tradition. In World War II you had Germany, Italy, and Japan in the evil Axis. So, you can only have three, and a secret handshake. Ours is wickedly cool."

International reaction to Bush's Axis of Evil declaration was swift, as within minutes, France surrendered.

Elsewhere, peer-conscious nations rushed to gain triumvirate status in what has become a game of geopolitical chairs. Cuba, Sudan and Serbia announced that they had formed the "Axis of Somewhat Evil", forcing Somalia to join with Uganda and Myanmar in the "Axis of Occasionally Evil", while Bulgaria, Indonesia and Russia established the "Axis of Not So Much Evil Really as Just Generally Disagreeable".

With the criteria suddenly expanded and all the desirable clubs filling up, Sierra Leone, El Salvador, and Rwanda applied to be called the "Axis of Countries That Aren't the Worst But Certainly Won't Be Asked to Host the Olympics".

Canada, Mexico and Australia formed the "Axis of Nations That Are Actually Quite Nice But Secretly Have Some Nasty Thoughts About America", while Scotland, New Zealand and Spain established the "Axis of Countries That Want Sheep to Wear Lipstick". "That's not a threat, really, just something we like to do", said Scottish Executive First Minister Jack McConnell.

While wondering if the other nations of the world weren't perhaps making fun of him, a cautious Bush granted approval for most axes, although he rejected the establishment of the "Axis of Countries Whose Names End in 'Guay", accusing one of its members of filing a false application. Officials from Paraguay, Uruguay, and Chadguay denied the charges.

Israel, meanwhile, insisted it didn't want to join any Axis, but privately world leaders said that's only because no one asked them.

I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I have!

Monday, March 31, 2003

12:47AM - And she's climbing the stairway to heaven

I'm so mad at myself!
It's midnight and here I am trying to cram all this film arts info into my head. But nothing's going in.
I said i was going to spend this whole day studying? Yeah, right! So I spent the morning working on my Networked Imagination essay. I'm half done. Still 1000 more words to go. And when I tried studying for film arts, I fell asleep. The first time I started drifting off to sleep, I fell into a deep one and I tried waking myself up, but it took a long time. You know when you're half asleep, you can talk in your head and when you're in the deep sleep, your brain is off drifting somewhere. Well, I went from that deep sleep, to the half asleep and it was difficult trying to open my eyes and wake up. It was weird...
I get this e-mail from my film arts prof saying how the date of the film arts exam does not fall under the guidelines and that the post-exam date will be April 30 at noon.
I want to get this exam over with, but i don't think it's gonna happen. It looks like I'm gonna have to take the exam on April 30th. It's the only way, especially if I want to pass. I looked over those terms nothing was getting into my head. I understand some of them but I can't explain them. ANd some how, I'm missing notes! I dunno how that happened. So instead of scrambling and worrying, I think I'm going to take my time and relax. At least now I can focus on Film Arts. And I can go home right after Phil tutorial. I can try my best and concentrate. Hopefully.

I dunno, my mind likes to run elsewhere. I couldn't stop thinking about everything, especially about the whole thing that happened at work. It's gonna be weird. For once, I'm sacrificing fun for work. Unless I can make it home in time....hmm..I guess it all depends...

On another note, I think I'm starting to like this person again. I dunno...It's weird...but it's not like anything is going to turn out the way I want them to be. It never does. Sometimes I wonder if I should still try with this other person. I'm just gonna feel like a loser right? I dunno, but then again, there's no harm in trying right? I dunno...so confused!

Current mood: contemplative

Wednesday, March 5, 2003

3:39PM - Fat Bottom Girls you make the rocking world go round

I’ve certainly had a tiring day…
Well, I set my alarm yesterday for 6:30 am because I had an astronomy lab. Because I was so tired, I failed to notice that it was set for 6:30 pm. And what was stupid was that I woke up at 6:24 and just went back to sleep cause I must as well let the alarm wake me up. But when I woke up again, it was 7:30. And that was the time I was supposed to leave for school. So I got all my shit together and left the house 15 mins later. It turned out that the buses were running late and I was so afraid that I’d be late for my lab. Well, I got to Downsview station around 8:50 so I knew I had plenty of time to get there. I’m reading the autobiography of Ginger Rogers and I got really into it that I didn’t bother to look up and notice that the bus wasn’t going the same route that it usually does. All of a sudden, I hear the bus driver say, “Last stop.” And I notice that the bus stopped on the street instead of turning into the school and dropping us off at York Lanes. And what was worse was that the bus driver didn’t take that route, we let us all off at Finch and Sentinel. And it was such a long walk up to the school. The snow was falling really hard and I thought I was gonna die. I could hardly breathe. I just wanted to fall down and lie there. But I made it home alive. If I had known that there was supposed to be a protest, I don’t think I would’ve went to school at all, especially on a day like today with all that snow…

Well, I eventually made it to my lab with 5 mins to spare. I was expecting to see a full class but there were only 3 other people in there. So I sat down and read my book until 3 mins later, the TA walks in and sees his small class. I can tell that he didn’t want to teach. I don’t blame him, not on a day like today. So he gave us back our lab and gave his sheets for the take home lab and we left.

What pissed me off was knowing that I had to take that long walk back up to the main road to catch a bus because the protesters weren’t letting anybody in. Well, they would but only every five mins. And another thing that pissed me off was that today was the day that I actually planned on going to all my classes! I planned on going to my Lab and then the lecture right after it and then waiting two hours until I had my film arts. My lecture probably wasn’t cancelled but I don’t know about my film arts tutorial. But I guess I’ll be going there next week.

I came home and decided to shovel the snow. Yes I shoveled all that fuckin’ snow. And now I’m dog-tired. But this makes me feel better

stupid bush

Current mood: sore